Looking to knowing myself I discovered that there is a force inside me that moves me, motivates me, pushes me and also attracts me. That force is uncontrollable and communicates with us through our desires, instincts, signs and our inner voice.
It is important to keep in mind that this force is goodness and that it will only lead us towards the Light. Everything that is not kindness and love does not come from it. For that force always leads to good, a community good in which we connect with everything around us through pure and altruistic love, a connection from where we will give importance to what really matters, to the essence of each person and each living thing.
That is why today I decided to start this journey and accept to experience and live my life from another perspective, a new perspective from which I feel more comfortable, fuller and satisfied. And that makes me fit with everything as if this moment of my life would have been programmed, as if everything I have lived has led me here, as if I had finally found my place in this world.
To be honest, I had no idea that I would be here today, it was all so sudden and unplanned, but that’s how it works, it’s an impulse, I did not plan it, but here I am!
I have come from afar and I have had to organize and arrange many things before embarking on my journey; children, school, my house. But since I started to organize my trip, I feel it has been worth it, it is worth the work and distance covered because this decision has made me happy. I’m happy! Since yesterday that I left from Spain to Mount Shasta, California, to come to this spiritual retreat I have felt like everything has been perfectly aligned so that I could be here. I have felt all flow and give; As if the universe itself wants me to be here now. And not only that, when I started to organize this trip, other things have flowed, situations that were stalled for a long time and that suddenly, when I decide to embark on this trip have come afloat and have begun to move, as if everything was connected and although at first it seems that one thing has nothing to do with the other; without one, the other would haven’t come afloat
It’s when I realize that everything is connected and that when I leave my comfort zone and start walking, all roads open and I feel is so easy, I understand that all I had to do was take the first step and start walking. Like Antonio Machado said: “Caminante no hay camino, se hace camino al andar” (walker there is no road, the road is made by walking)
Today I know and feel that I’m ready! Ready to walk and make my road, a path of light, full of fulfilled dreams and goals, a path full of true love, happiness and with the certainty that I deserve that happiness. God! I deserve it!
Stay tuned because later I’ll share more about this trip and everything I am learning in it.
Recommended reading: Divine Starlight: a retreat that changed me.